You are not defined by your struggles or your past. There are people who can help, resources you can turn to, and opportunities to grow and learn. If you ever feel lost or alone, remember that there is always hope. You are loved and appreciated by someone, somewhere. You are surrounded by people who care about you, even if you may not know it yet. But I want you to know that you are not alone. I guess that the bottom line to it is to just look at the chessboard, identify where you are, in your life and think of how you could change it. Regardless of how you feel on that day, be it sad, heartbroken or unwilling to get work done, you should still do it. I know life can be tough, and it's easy to feel overwhelmed or discouraged. You bring something special to this world that nobody else can offer. You have unique talents, passions, and perspectives that nobody else can replicate. But the truth is, you are here for a reason. In this world, it's easy to feel lost, insignificant, or like nobody cares. Your existence, your presence, your voice, your thoughts, and your feelings are all valuable and important. i’m really sorry little me, i know this isn’t what you wanted some days are better than others, but when those bad days come they remind me that i’ll never accept how i look. no matter how many compliments, no matter how many people approach me, i still feel like a disgusting, and flawed human. i just can’t allow myself to feel that i am pretty. i know little me would think im the prettiest girl in the world. i feel absolutely disgusting, and now i feel disgusting when i have makeup on too. i can’t stand to look at my face without it. it grew to the point where i wear makeup everyday.
as the years passed, i would put on more and more makeup as my insecurities grew. i would always wonder if i would do that too. i remember watching some youtubers vlogs and seeing them do makeup before going out. i remember it like it was just yesterday, i would spend my days fantasizing about how my life would be in the future. #greenscreen growing up i would always wonder how i’ll look when im older.
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